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English MYE was pretty ok today. Aunt is sick, and I feel so guilty that I can't do much xx. Hope that she'll get well soon? :(

I am trying to get ideas on what to blog about, so I thought of trying this 30 days to know me better.

heh heh, gonna slack a little and update my blog.
so, good friday was great.
good time spent doing some homework, and at grandaunt's with my dearest P!!! <3
chatted a little with the adults, and like always, they kept questioning us about school and whether we have boyfriend tsk.
and went patoh-ing at GWC with p, as usual.
shopped around and went arcade.
this fricking woman is damn frickle-minded.
she spent so long just to decide on whether she should buy this $2.40 pen.
arcade was fun, we played several games.
second attempt trying to play the popular dancing machine, i swear we danced like robots.
love talking to this woman, took pictures too.
shall upload it later.
current addict : gong cha.

xx

Feeling so down -,- Shit this.

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in life, there are many ups and downs, sometimes we tend to be unhappy over things. Many many things. I do bottle up feelings myself too, but I hate it when the people around me are unhappy. I want to know why, I will always be their listening ear. Okay, this is random. Anyway, Hi, it's Good Friday today, and I'm so happy over the fact that there's no school tomorrow. So many uncompleted homework, and so many things to catch up on. Anyway, school was pretty okay. Had Chinese oral today. And after that, went for late lunch at EP subway with Kan and cheng. It was a great time spent with them chatting about life. Yeap, so we were asking each other, " what are you living for now? " I don't know for myself. Just living for the sake of living, perhaps? Kan kept saying that she is going to die soon. And cheng, i've nothing to say about her. It sucks to have friends who are always so negative about everything. I want them to be happy, yucks. Goodnight, shall update tomorrow.

As I sit in front of my PC doing my FNN coursework, with a cup of 'Gong Cha' right in front of me, peacefully, before the clock struck 12.15am. As I stretched myself a little, I turned my head and saw a bloody freaking thing moving. And f, it's a cockroach. I want to scream at the top of my lungs so badly. Like seriously, cockroches and lizards, and insects, are the most disguisting and scariest thing ever in this world. Now, I am stuck here. I can't move. Oh my god, I need to scream. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I nearly jumped right at this instance. WTH, that bloody thing is just right beside meeee. WAHLAO EH, I NEED TO CURSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. SHIT YOU SHIT YOU.
I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS PLACE AND RUN TO MY ROOM, I AM SO AFRAID THAT I CAN FEEL IT MOVING ON MY BODY, KTHXBAI.
SCHOOL IS GREAT.
FREAKING THING, GROSS.

After looking through the many videos we took in China, I really miss the trip! Aw, time flies. It was just 10 months ago! Some of the pictures from the trip. Nights!

psst, it's sunday.

Heart shape sushi rice!

Failed Nasi Lemak sushi .

Prawns .

Indian curry .

Penne .

Miso Katsu .

Fried Chicken Tofu w Hamburgerrrr .

Gobi Fusion .

yeap, so it's sunday already. basically, the weekends just flew pass. did cooking for fnn today. it was horrible, haha. firstly, i had to wake up at 10am. not that early la, but i was tired. secondly, the food did not really meet my expectation, although everyone say that it wasn't that bad, geez :) thirdly, mum was in the kitchen with me. we cant cook together for god sake, even dad agrees with that. her constant nagging, *faint*. if i cook with her, ww3 will start. ok, too exaggerating. okay la, i can't deny that she has much more experience than me. but i hate it when my parents keep 'po leng shui' (pour cold water - direct translation) at me. like keep saying 'you know you're slow already, your receipe choose until so difficult, you want add this and that, later you cannot finish then you know'. ayo, tou tong. not like i dont know, but is like irritating what. i hate it when people nag at me, like seriously. ok, so i took like 4 hours, when i only have 2 and a half hours. but i dont think is that bad cos it was the first time trying out. fourthly, my hands stink. haha, not being very 'qian jing xiao jie' la, but the smell is really *puke* must be because of the prawns and chicken. sososo, i took a pretty long time to cut the stuffs. gosh, i have like more than 10 things i have to cut :/ but whenever i finish cooking, i will feel a sense of satisfaction? :) :) anw, i will stop here. above are the pictures for my cooking. doesn't look for appealing tho, but it's okay. cheerios!

saturdays,

it's saturday today, one of my favorite day of the week. partly because there's no school today, and tomorrow. so i was slacking a little while doing my homework, and decided to google the meanings hidden behind our birthdays. so this is for people born on the 7th day of the month : Is your birthday day 7 of the month? Your Life, You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities are the force behind your extreme persistence. Your Love, You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship often progress quickly. I don't think is that true for me though, but it is fun to read about it :) you can simply just google 'birthday meaning' and there will be a lots of webs about it! anyway, FNN cooking exam is just a month away, or maybe less than that. so i have to start practising for my cooking, which will be like :

pepeee~

i like blogging nowadays. was on com since afternoon till now. two homeworks down, thirteen more?! fricking hell. so, i feel like burning the midnight oil tonight. i love to sleep late, but i fricking hate to wake up in the morning. but my mum is constantly forcing me to wake up early. irritating poopoo, but i still love her <3<3. my mum was good today (shitz, i sound like i am her mum, and she is my daughter), she didn't nag at me today. ohshit, actually she did, because my books were everywhere. wahlao, blame it on olvls. hahaha, it is stressing me so much and making me so kiasu la. i kept buying lots of books, geez! :) i love the chemistry reference book i bought last week. it is like super great and awesome. fully summarise notes, and questions. yessss. how i wish they have it for physics, history, ss, or even fnn. i bet i will bring it to school and read for morning assembly everyday. at least i won't be wasting my 5-10 mins every morning right rightz? :D anyway, my brother is such an ass. his fricking temper is seriously killing everyone, esp ME. everytime mum forbid him to use com (ya know, his mid years are coming), he will throw his temper, and make everyone in the family unhappy zz. so as i said, i was doing my work since i reached home today, after i bathed. and once he reached home and finished his dinner, he asked me to let him use the com after his friend called to ask him to go online -.- he is fricking addicted to some lame games, which will definitely affect his studies. selfish ass, i have a lot of work to do ok! then he complained here and there, and after constant nagging from my ahgong, ahma, papa, mama, korkor, jiejie, dagu, ergu, sangu, dayi, eryi, sanyi, shiyi, I had to give up the computer for him to play his stupid games. wahlao, i was doing my work ok. important ley. chou dong xi, your sister olvls this year, you never spare a thought for her one. sobsobz. ok, so he is still playing his games now. so i am using my dad's lappy, and the internet is such a booboo. i think that i am blogging in such a weird manner today, this post is just weird. but at least it's fun. i want to post pics, but this com doesn't have any. k, i am off to complete my situational writing, then i can mail it to powz. then it will be 3 homeworks down, *proud* FACESLAM, ohbtw, i passed my 2.4km run and 5 stations. tata~

CHENG IS SICK :(

Ohmytian, I found this picture while looking at my previous posts at my previous blog. This picture which is taken like two or three years ago is pretty hilarious isn't it? It is obvious that it is not a real funeral, but it looks kind of freaky. Can't stop laughing at Cheng's obiang fringe last time. So gu dong.

Everyone is unique in their own way :)

hi, it's friday once again. speaking of friday, actually rebecca black's song isn't that bad actually. It is sad that she has so much haters, even though she is only like thirteen? anyway, it's the weekends, yay. the amount of homework for this weekends is seriously crazy. plusplus, still needa do pen-portrait for dsa and stuffs, wahlao. pow's such an ass, she made me file up all my english stuffs, and now she returned it to us, saying that the HOD is too busy to check. ohwell, teachers nowadays are all so LAZY. anyways, school was pretty okay this week? :) two tests, and i think i did - not bad. it's officially 45 more days to MT paper, and 192 days to the official start for olvls. isn't it like great? no, not being sarcastic. but i can't wait olvls to be over. Kan and I have been planning a lot, and we are so gonna enjoy life after olvls. haha, we are so gonna go work, and earn money, to buy our DSLR, woohoo. then we will take tons of pictures, and we want to open a cool blogshop, perhaps. it's weird when we start talking about it, and the things we are going to sell is pretty funny. Kan suggested that we should sell whiteboard, how weird is that? that also means that, we will all be seperated soon, since we might go different ways after olvls. kan and tan wants to go JC, maybe cheng too. JC is definitely a no-no for me, so, ohwell. okay, so i was on facebook just a moment okay. and there is this dude in my friend list. he's just bloody changing his girlfriend like changing clothes. stead, break, new stead, break, newer stead, break -.- is it that easy to develop feelings? yeah, perhaps, that's why they break up so easily. anyway, shall update later. tata!

WHY IS THE FONT SO HUGE?! DAMN. I LOVE MY FAMILY <3<3. KTHXBYE.

So, I created a new blog :) Anyway, school has been busy. Today is sunday again, and there's school tomorrow. Oral course yesterday, and met the girls for lunch! Dinner with family <3. And after not seeing my dearest P for two months, finally saw her today! Went to her house for dinner, and we took tons of pictures. Love the heart-to-heart talks :). Anyways, here are the pictures! It is from the lastest to earliest :) I love this girl. Never fails to make me smile :). I just realized that too many pictures make the post boring, but who cares! Will update if I've time. Off to bed! TATA~

All my polaroids :) Favorite aunt <3

Doesn't this looks like a funeral picture? LOL.

Off to school!

We love studying.

Failed attemp to cover her with the blanket.

Her messy room *facepalm*